last night i was ordering food and someone smelled like my ex-boyfriend. I hadn't thought about his "smell" in a while, but it was jarring. It happens to me all the time with other people, usually guys i knew and i remember the way they smell, but its never happened with Adam. Usually it's the smell of gardenia that jarrs me to thinking about him because when we met at beth's party it smelled like gardenia candles. weird.
I also was exhausted last night and i went to bed at like 12 and i cut class this morning cuz i felt like shit still. im going to peter's class today i mean i feel ok, just not all that well. I hope '84 looks good tonight because we only have a few chances to get it right. Tonight, Tomorrow and Sat.
'Rents are coming, that should be interesting.
I'm going to miss the people ive been seeing for a month at rehearsal mostly because i dont see them anywhere else. i see some people, but not all that many on a regular basis. I'm sure we will see each other soon, especially due to the shakespeare festival in one month.
well im off to get ready for Peter's class. See you on the flip-syde.
in love with love and lousy poetry