Monday, February 28, 2005
[ im feelin this: blah ]
probably my favourite show ever made, strangers with candy crew made a movie over the summer. i know cuz i was gonna go audition for it but it was in like bumfuck jerz and it was like over by the time i heard about it. sigh. maybe they will make a sequel or more tv episodes. i own the third season but the second is probably my favourite. if you are not familiar, the show involves a girl, jerri blank, who has gone back to high school after like 20 years of "boozin, usin and loosin". I fuckin love it. i also think amy sedaris is like the cutest little ladie ever!
sometimes someone does something you can never forget or forgive. you have to hold on to it because it was just that awful. that is how i feel about the Drama Department right about now.
Q and not U
so i sent some photos thru my phone but they didnt post. oh well. the process is kinda funk-ay.
i smelt september the other day when i walked by popeyes, i was listening to oh, inverted world and walking home from school and i had a flash-back. crazzeee stuff yo.
super-lovers tell me where you got yours...
last night i was ordering food and someone smelled like my ex-boyfriend. I hadn't thought about his "smell" in a while, but it was jarring. It happens to me all the time with other people, usually guys i knew and i remember the way they smell, but its never happened with Adam. Usually it's the smell of gardenia that jarrs me to thinking about him because when we met at beth's party it smelled like gardenia candles. weird.
so! its been a few days as much as i had wanted to write some things down i forced myself to put my efforts somewhere else. Or i just plum forgot.
[soundtrack to life:television in the background ]
so, i watched the end of the oscars tonight in elisa's room with felicity paul and sara and elisa of course. and i was very pleased. lemony snicket won something, finding neverland won something, clint eastwood won something(s), all i all i was pretty happy oh! and the aviator won like almost nothing. bah poo on you aviator. watch in like a few weeks ill have seen it and loved it, but as far as im concerned i didnt care. i only wish that don cheadle could have won but i knew the award would go to jamie foxx. well thats cool i havent seen ray in its entirety but what ive seen it was very good and he was very very good. so im glad. beyonce sang like 8 million kajillion songs and i was pretty happy.
hotel rwanda was like the best thing. i didnt think i would like it as much as i did, but don cheadle was fuckin brilliant. just brilliant.
someone might say, kindel, why do you even bother blogging if you are consciously aware that no one reads it and/or cares. and to that i say, well i duuno maybe ill abandon it like the rest of my reaching out ventures.
don't say i didnt try, blogger.
in love with love and lousy poetry
Thursday, February 24, 2005
so heres a link to an awesum site.
STRANGERS WITH CANDY
in love with love and lousy poetry
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
I'll neve be able to forgive them for this horrendous act. So it wasnt even the firing of quinn or anything it was that when people stood up for the right reasons, they were told they would be blacklisted, their degrees taken away and that they would lose their senior showcase.
ugg this is so fucked up.
On another note, ive been listening to amelie all day and i want to be a little french mischevious girl. apparently our schools need to spend more money and time on teaching spelling because no one spells right. at all!!!including me.
well anyways im going to shakespeare to zone out and be mad some more.
ugg.
Can't get the stink offHe's been hanging round for days Comes like a comet Suckered you but not your friends One day he'll get to youAnd teach you how to be a holy cow You do it to yourself, you do And that's what really hurts Is that you do it to yourself Just you and no-one else You do it to yourself You do it to yourself Don't get my sympathy Hanging out the 15th floor You've changed the locks three timesHe still comes reeling through the door One day I'll get you And teach you how to get to purest hell You do it to yourself, you do And that's what really hurtsIs that you do it to yourself Just you, you and no-one else You do it to yourself You do it to yourself You do it to yourself, you doand that's what really hurtsIs that you do it to yourselfJust you, you and no-one elseYou do it to yourself You do it to yourself, yourself, yourself.
in love with love and lousy poetry
Thursday, February 17, 2005
Saturday, April 30th - Brooklyn, NY. - North Six - w/Food For Animals and Manhunter - 8pm - $10ADV/$12DOS - 16+
OH MY GAWD!!!
how sweet is that?!!?! at N.6!!! shit that is awesum, perfect place to see them too. damn life is sweet sometimes.
in love with love and lousy poetry
well i sold out- like completely. i got a myspace account and now i really like it. so i officially have a blog, a lj, a friendster, a facebook and about 20 email acounts. all though i really only use my blog my facebook my myspace and 1 email addy.
so dentist is weird but i guess it will turn out okies. i smelt summer the other day because it was warm like super warm and i smelt a/c fluid like it does in billy's car and i kinda jerked again... like "huh?!" and then it was gone. oh well.
valentines day happened. big woop. i didnt do shit. i went to brooklyn on tues. night it was cool. just went there to sleep basically. i came home and went to class. and thus the cycle continues. this weekend is supposed to be a big vaca. but i will see none of it. some people have like no fri. class and then they have off till weds. but i, have two classes on friday, sat.class, sunday afternoon rehearsal, monday and tuesday night rehearsal.
fuck!
oh well. i wouldnt be a bucket of complaints if i had like a real deal part. but i dont. i dont feel like i belong there. like ostrasized. i know i didnt spell that right but whatever yo.
nothing makes me feel as good as peter and sat. class. its so fuckin sweet!!!
well im off.
we kiss goodnight with a firm handshake and it's lights out for catholic computers. this is fantastic for you. i've been up at nights to paint the house ghost white. this is fantastic.
in love with love and lousy poetry
fears 
Thursday, February 10, 2005
power purse back
power purse front
i made a purse the other day... here it is!
purse is above ^^
it has the cover of power on the front and lyrics to d.n.p. on the back. :)
i luv Q! and district night prayer and the district.
rach told me she saw sarah combs the other day and i remembered i hadn't spoken to her in years or seen her for that matter. i havent seen derek in years, well i saw him this summer for a second and my stomach jumped and i felt exposed and it was really weird, but only for a few minutes. i wonder what it would be like if i saw abe, probably 10x worse.
boys = a mess
i was supposed to see AOM the other night but it was 21+ so i didnt go. :( supposedly they are now getting the "push" they should have gotten when they changed their name, cmon cactus.
ugg.
tee hee
long live the melodica.
heres some sites i like
yellow tail
lovin' it
in love with love and lousy poetry
Monday, February 07, 2005
haha im listening to L.A.M.B. specifically harijuku girls
so i had a good, but busy, weekend. 1984 will be missed. I loved it and i don't think that it has hit me yet that it is over. But when it does i'll prolly be really sad. Theres some people that i won't see anymore because i only saw them at rehearsal. oh well. :(
my 'rents and my bros were here and they saw cookin' and they adored it. I went to city class and was on film!! apparently i sounded like a ghost of a dead girl and since thats what wanda june is, i consider that a compliment.
I hung out with my beau and i really miss him. We went to the Boogie-down BX and got krunk on red wine and HBO. hehehe
Harijuku girls you got the wicked stlye...
peace im out mufukkahz
in love with love and lousy poetry
Thursday, February 03, 2005
I also was exhausted last night and i went to bed at like 12 and i cut class this morning cuz i felt like shit still. im going to peter's class today i mean i feel ok, just not all that well. I hope '84 looks good tonight because we only have a few chances to get it right. Tonight, Tomorrow and Sat.
'Rents are coming, that should be interesting.
I'm going to miss the people ive been seeing for a month at rehearsal mostly because i dont see them anywhere else. i see some people, but not all that many on a regular basis. I'm sure we will see each other soon, especially due to the shakespeare festival in one month.
well im off to get ready for Peter's class. See you on the flip-syde.
in love with love and lousy poetry
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Everytime i walk home from class i see this note all folded up and its got writing all over it and my brain processes it as a love note and i would pick it up but i dont want to be let down so i let it be a love note and for the last two minutes of my walk home i hypothesize about what it says.
i think im going to write it down, the next time i have a few minutes and im not worrying about something.
1984 goes up friday night well thurs. for preview and then after saturday which will be a day from hell basically, i am free for a little. Then dentist starts. so i will not end being busy or end acting for another month, which is awesum but i havent had the time i really want to just veg.
So saturday starts friday night where after '84 i go to Brooklyn then Sat. Class till 1 then 'rents will pick me up and we will drive out to the island and i will go get ready for '84 again and then 7 pm it starts and then food with my rents and then sunday and they will prolly wanna hang then too so whoa im totally busy.
but im happy.
Big tim sensualiy came on hfs just now, and my heart beat with glee. :)
I secretly want to become a big feminist.
in love with love and lousy poetry
